November 14, 2014
I remember when I found out I was having a girl. Up until the day I'd be given the news I was on boy craze as I'd had three. I thought I'm gonna get another boy and that's cool they've been great. Fast forward to the day of my ultrasound and Dr. Tandy says you're having a boy. "What shut the front door, you're kidding", I said. Nope it's a girl she replied. I was shocked, scarred and overjoyed all at the same time. Shocked because after 3 pregnancies and wanting a girl each time only to get boys that don't get me wrong I was thankful for, now I was actually getting my mini-me. Well in my case you get the opposite of what you want. I wanted a girl but I'd convinced myself I'd be ok with a boy as not to be disappointed so basically I'd talked myself into a boy and look at God he said here's that girl you've been waiting for. Scarred because I was for all intents and purposes in my mind a single parent as I wasn't married. I truly never wanted to have a daughter with the possibility of the father not being around and this was a very real possibility. Back to my joyful moment I was so happy I could have bought out the whole bar if I was a drinker and oh yea not pregnant, haha! As you can see in this photo it was a happy and peaceful day for me and I wanted to take in nature with a walk.